Miranda

So....I'm back! although I'm not very happy about it. I wish that I could stay in Ecuador forever...I've been thinking about it a lot and I think that I might go back to live there. I've been back for less than a week and I already remember why I hate it here...and I really miss all my friends back HOME...

You never know what you have until you lose it, but it think that i lost it a long time ago and now i´ve found it again.

For so long i´ve felt really lonely and now i´ve found the missing ingredient on my life.

Yesterday i went to the dentist and since i went without my grandparents i took a chance and went looking for an old friend that i knew lived by where i was, i didnt even know if i was gonna find her and even if i did i wasnt sure that she was gonna remember me, but i went anyway. i asked a lady that walked by if she knew the family and she said she never even heard of them, but i didnt lose hope and kept on walking. i finally found the house. There was some people standing outside so i asked them if they knew the family that lived in the house and they told me that they still live there. so i ranged the bell and then her mom answered and i told her that i knew her daughter from 8th grade, and that i wasnt sure if she was gonna remember me. she asked me to come inside and went to get Gabriela (my friend) i sat on the couch waiting for her and when she came out she remember me better than i remember her. We talked about our friends from class and what had become of them, she is still best friends with our friends Jairo. We always used to hang out in and after school. Then we went to see Jairo and he remembered me too. It was cool and i felt such a peace in my heart and i felt so complete. They never forgot me, even after almost 9 years and they still remember like it was yesterday.

its been almost 9 years since i left and i never realized how much i missed my Quito untill i looked out the window from the plane.i almost started to cry. this city is sooo beautiful!!! i wish i could stay here forever, but the bad thing is that here is really hard to get a job and i havent even finished school. but maybe one day i wil be back to stay here for good. tomorrow im gonna go to the mall and to visit some friends.

i will be back july 14

i realized that everyone in my life has let me down.  and it hurts that the ones that i care about the most have been the ones that let me down the hardest. There is only two people that i would probably still feel like i could trust, but there is only one that could tell everything and that person i know would understand me completely. sadly that person is no longer around. to the rest i hope you realize that what you've done to me can be repaired, i just hope that you will do something about it before is too late. however i know things will never be the same and i will never trust anyone the way that i trust my friend who is gone.

after melody's party

Should I follow the crowd and make a video blog????